okay so lets see where do i start on this subject!! well hubby and i had been talking about possibly trying again for another little one. we had just been talking but i wasn't to sure if i was ready to go ahead and try or not. the main thing holding me back i guess you can say is pure FEAR. what if everything happens again? will i be strong enough for that? can i handle being pregnant right now? how will i react when i find out i am? so many questions that I'm sure every BLM (baby loss momma) thinks. well as the holidays neared such as new years it got to be a little hard for us to try and celebrate these days. new years for me was a bitter sweet thing. well hubby and i had "a good night" and also a " good weekend" not even thinking about the fact that i was going to be ovulating in the next day or so. it has been a little over a week now and i have been getting some cramping and some very sore breasts going on now. hubby swears he believes i am pregnant because he says the way i have been getting sick, he says I'm moody the way i was with our son, and the entire situation with the boobs. i don't know, AF is due this weekend so it is just a matter of waiting and seeing if she comes or not. i took a rinkie dink test at home earlier but it said no. i don't know if it is just to early or plain in simple I'm not pregnant!! don't know what to do or think!!! just going a bit crazy with the situation!! what do you all think?!?! did i test to soon or should i just wait till this weekend to see what happens?!?